CONFESSION OF A LOVER {Edited}

CONFESSION OF A LOVER {Edited}

I'm living my life
In the prison of my fate
With my thirty years old companion............ Loneliness

If love can be purchased,
It’s a fact that I couldn’t afford love;
Because I’m enough poor to buy it.
If it can be achieved,
Again I’ll be helpless;
I know people smarter than me exists to acquire the same
And if it can be begged out
Still I’ll stand alone;
Because I don’t know how to beg.

Everybody says someone...... somewhere......
Waiting for you.
Dear Stars please guide me.....
Guide me through the lane of my love.....
.............and my only love
I don’t wanna share it with anyone
.............. even with the wind.

My hands are tremulous in the darkness
In search of my lone love
And I found nothing.........
But the agony of my empty heart
I’s nomadic throughout the journey
..... in search of the love
‘cos still I have faith in love
......Knowingly love itself is faith
It proves, when I say about my love
I’m not loyal to me......
If anyone gimme a drop of love
... to yield my loneliness
Which is killing me like arsenic

Now;
Nothing to say rather
Nothing to write
It’s the egression of feelings fills my heart
When I think of you.................my love
The fruitful sharing of our friendship-
In good and bad times, was the sweetest-
Feeling I’ve ever enjoyed

Through the times we grow more than friends......
Your love made me sweat;
I made your eyes wet enough
To draw pictures on my heart
.... with your shivering rosy lips
Feelings were strong to fire
the heat of dew drops.....beneath the sky.

I wanna drain out my blood
Till last drop because
It contains excessively
Harmful lust which is
poisonising my heart ......Where my love stays.

Don't be afraid, don't be shy
I'll take care of you when
I become one of the stars in the sky
And make you smile, while you burn
The oil of love to lighten your
Eyes till early morning...

Then I'll feel my earth as a tear.